"I've never been in love with any of the men in my life. I don't know what love is". A 66-year-old woman looks back on her life. Trough odd experiences at nightclubs and with strangers in hotel rooms, we see memories take shape. Memories that has left their bearer with no comfort nor safety.

 

The artist Pauliina Turakka Purhonen's rug dolls illustrate the woman as a five-, thirty- and sixty-year-old.

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Director, cinematographer, editor, producer: Anna-Sofia Nylund
Script writer and concept: Eva-Maria Koskinen and Anna-Sofia Nylund
Music: Ludvig Allén
Rag dolls: Pauliina Turakka Purhonen

Festivals and screenings:

Tampere film festival: National competition, Arctic Heat film festival: Competition for women filmmakers, Artova filmfestival: Prize, Honorable mention, Love and Anarchy: Screening, Best of Artova, Pop up Art House: Screening, Films by female film makers, Helsinki Short Film Festival: Honorary mention, YLE 5, television: RåFilm, Femina Film Festival in Rio de Janeiro: International competition, IndieLisboa: International competition, Pärnu film festival: Prize, best experimental documentary, The museum of new art in Pärnu: Man and Woman: Sacred? exhibition, Nordischer Klang in Greifswald: Screening, Finlands kulturinstitut Berlin: Screening, New Cinema 1: Finnish Films by Women Filmmakers: Screening, Uppsala International Film Festival: Screening dokurama, Bucharenst International Experimental Film Festival, Open Air Filmfest Weiterstadt